up in the stars

It's random day! well not really I just wanted to post something... anything! I have been having a bad few days. My job for one, I just don't want to be there. I really wish I Could just quit and get it over with. Maybe I could get another job that doesn't suck... yeah right! this place has no jobs.

Ok i did promise to talk about Mr. D. but I have to admit that the obsession has been growing dim. He is this guy that I noticed at work a few weeks back. VERY SEXY! I wanted to know who he is so I pretty much stalked him. I would try to take breaks and lunches around the same time just so I could get a peek.

I was telling all my friends about this yummy guy and they all wanted a picture. This was my next step... project get pic! I tried and sort of failed. I got a picture, several actually , but they were not very good. Me and 2 other work friends even ran to catch the elevator so I can get a better picture, again he had his head down so I couldn't get a face shot.

One day I was going to run out for a smoke before my lunch ended and I saw him in the cafe getting a coffee. I bee lined it to the coffee and was practically on top of him. He was standing right in front of the cups so I had to get up close to get one... not that I minded. So as I grabbed for a cup he did too and grabbed my hand. That's when he noticed I was there, he said he was sorry I said it was "All good". Then him, me and the cafe lady talked about coffee cards and stuff. This is when I found out he was french. He had an accent and didn't look so dangerous when he spoke. After I got the coffee he followed me out to smoke and I supposed tried to start a conversation but Rej (co-worker) interjected and that was the end of that. :( Mr D is shy.

When I got back upstairs I started thinking... he is french... this means he is probably on the french team upstairs. I decided to email the manager for the french team, she would get me dirt. I titled the email "Top secret favor" and asked if she could tell me who the sexy french guy was. lol I added a bit more description of course. She emailed me back with in 5 minutes!! I had a NAME! Sweet Jesus I had a name.

Naturally the next thing to do was creep facebook... Sadly I didn't find him but my friend did by the next day. Sad part is his account was on lock down and I couldn't see much. So I found someone I knew in his friends list and added them so I could see more. This is when I discovered that he played guitar. after adding the common friend I was able to see videos of him playing... oh sweet Jesus I almost creamed my panties.

So tweeting about it my friends threatened to add him to facebook and tell him I had a crush. I did not want this at all. Nikki didn't see the posts of me freaking out about it and added him anyway. OH NOOES! haha I freaked a little but that's ok cause when i got home I noticed he added her back. I then came up with a back story to why I could add him. "I saw you added my friend and creeped your facebook. Saw your videos so I added you" HA! When I added him he added me back and that's what I said when i messaged him.

We chatted for a bit about jobs, seeing each other during breaks, art and music. The conversation died, I assume he wasn't really interested or he was busy. Oh well.

After the add and the chat I figured I could possibly talk to him at work... not happening. I still couldn't get the balls to talk to him. Also since the adding and chat I was told that he would keep looking over at me and smirk. I have even seen this myself. I wonder why?

I haven't seen him since last Friday. I was off during the weekend and it seems that he has been taking some time off. This could be the reason for my lack of interest these days. Need new project or distraction. It could also be that the more digging I do, the more information I get, the less interested I am. Don't get me wrong, I still think he is hot and would still love him naked in my bed but it's not my goal anymore.

Ok so that wasn't a very epic tail, I said I couldn't write. Maybe when I am feeling a bit better my posts will improve... maybe not.