Three weeks left and this is what I do under pressure

OK I am actually supposed to be writing an essay on how Autism in children and the knowledge we have to provide these children with an actual life in society and how it is all interconnected to the world… :/ blah even when I write what the topic is it sounds fucking messed up and all over the place, however I am sitting here in class listening to punk music to try and get me all revved up I am still stuck. I know this entire class leads up to one bottom line and that is how everything is interconnected; fucking Suzuki, but Jesus Christ could I just draw a map or something?

I HATE GLOBAL GEOGRAPHY!! Don’t get me wrong, I love the topics and learning about places and other people around the world but the fact that I have to actually connect their situation with the rest of the world and what affects they have on everyone else on the planet. I suppose the more we know the more we may think about the issues around the world and do a little something to help, but I know once this class is done I will go on and do my own little thing and not keep up with current affairs. It isn’t because I don’t care, it’s because I just don’t have the time to worry about if Sally in Iran isn’t allowed to vote… I am worried about if I am going to make rent this month or if I am even going to have a job…. Am I going to be able to continue going to school next year or am I just going to finish this year and work in a call center until retirement… BAHAHA retirement, you don’t retire from a call centre, you either quit, get fired or die :/ such a bleak future I see. Maybe if aliens come down in 2012 and kill us all it won’t be so bad, and then I don’t have to do anything anymore.

I have been here for 3.5 hours and I have typed more in the last few seconds on this then I have all day for geography. Maybe if my teacher wasn’t so scatterbrained and knew how to ask a proper question this damn class wouldn’t have been so difficult. This is the only thing holding me back from graduation. I am done everything else I needed. It also doesn’t help with the fact that I haven’t ACTUALLY written an essay in like 10 years so the structure of my writing has become informal and I will fail because of it.

Throws arms up… apologizes for rant. Ends bullshit… sorry! <3

I really should be doing some work.